I see her smile, and look at those cheeks (they're from me of course), I just look at all of her and think she's so beautiful and perfect. So can we have made another perfect one? Will Charleigh be just as beautiful? or loving? or happy? There are so many questions that wonder through my mind.
Then I start to think about my sanity. I think this is because of all of those lovely people out there who insist on telling pregnant people that your children will be the complete opposite. So that must mean Charleigh will be an unhappy, unruly and will never sleep. That scares me so much. First off, why must people do that?? Second, what if it's true? Sometimes I can barely handle Ryleigh, as good as she is. What if I'm not cut out for this? Having two, two and under. I'm actually starting to get more excited about Charleigh's arrival, but on the same hand, I'm starting to get more and more nervous. I'm still trying to figure out how I'm going to handle the both of them after my cesarian. How do people do that?
Anyway, as Charleigh's birthday gets closer and closer, I'm busy with school, getting the girls' room ready, getting all of Charleigh's clothes ready, and being uncomfortable. One thing is true that people say, each pregnancy is completely different. Going through pregnancy with Ryleigh was pretty rough, but going through pregnancy with Charleigh is rough in a totally different way. I am exhausted, yet I cannot sleep at all. I stay up until 2-3am nearly every morning. My back hurts so badly I cannot explain it, and I still have 12 weeks to go. I know my pregnancy ailments are no where near other peoples, but I am still miserable. And taking care of a toddler while not so happily pregnant is not the easiest thing in the world while you get to see your husband maybe 2 hours a day. I know things will get better and God doesn't give you anything you can't handle, but boy do I wish I could just blink the next three months away, cause I think it is going to be extremely hectic.
Alright, alright, alright....enough of my ranting and raving... I really wanted to blog about the trip to the park with Ryleigh. It was so much fun! She loves it so much and it's amazing to see her growing into an independent little lady right in front of my eyes. I'm glad I'm not working right now, and I wish I could be a house mommy until my girls go to school, but we all know that today that normally isn't the case to provide for your family.
Well here there are. We went to the Bayou Black park last weekend with GG, Grandad, Nanny Lauren, Aunt Brittany and Aubrey. Unfortunately, Jacob couldn't come because he had to work. The day was very over cast and windy, but it actually ended up being perfect weather.
Let's just say my child is very spoiled by her grandparents.
I love her laugh.
Beep. Beep.
She was trying to get the camera, or me...lol
giggles and grins :)
She
is
such
a
big
girl.
Words cannot express how much you love your children.
Hanging out with Grandad.
Aubrey has such a cute smile!!
Being a big girl and sitting by herself.
Look at that face...haha...love it
Aunt Brittany and Aubrey :)
See that child in the corner??? The only other child at the park. Her name was CHARLEIGH!!!! (Probably not spelled that way lol) What are the odds of that??
So cute.
It was so much fun. A great day. Just wish Jacob could have joined us.
Love and God Bless
mrs.comeaux
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